
WOULD YOU LOVE ME?
I'M WALKING, AND LOOKING AT SIGNS OF LOVE. Love signs, and signs of love. There are signs of love -- it's that heat, the blush, the rush of connection and relating -- that "relating" is this, the carrying of a story that becomes heat, passion and the flushing brush of the bird's wing of wild joy. That abandon, that's one of the signs of love. It's a reeling. Love reels, wheeling in the mind and memory of... Love -- reels in. You. Love signs in the sigh, of the shadow of a building (hidden, it...
HOLDING LIGHT
LOVING, THAT LIGHT In the emergence of Dawn, the day aroused, there might be a moment to grasp the light. Hold fast, that beginning. I see that as a metaphor -- how to grasp, and hold firm, gently, in hand and mind, the day. I awake in the dark, but I'm always looking for the light. Spying out, the long horizon, the ridged teeth of the Cascades, the shimmering trees -- the plains casting the dust of morninglight, or the vaulting sky, scraped by buildings -- the stretching perspective of the...
FORCE(fullness)
THE SENSE OF PUSH. AND PULL. AND PLAY Sometimes, in the strength of the passionate moment, there's a need for force. FORCE ACTIVATES. And force could captivate. Enchantment: As the energy passes through, by your presence, the notation of momentum pushes the layering of that moment, the movement of the instant, and you have to push. Or be pulled, or be cast in the (e)motion of transition. In the hard light, that move is a passing -- the force will keep going, and going, and going. And where...
LIGHTNING STRIKE
THE BRIGHT IDEA IS IT THAT THE GREAT IDEA IS A LIGHTNING STRIKE OR A BUILDING STORM? I was contemplating -- the sequence of brilliant ideas -- how they emerge, the sparking of them. Is it the storm that slowing builds an electrical charge, or could it be the sudden strike of a bolt from the blue. Perhaps both. As I meditate on ideation, I'm seeing that the idea(l) of the sparkling of ideas might come from unconscious circling of challenges, the mind and memory working on the character of a...
MAKING YOUR WAY
ARE YOU? I WONDER if I am. Making my way? Do I truly make, my way? As I'm heading into the mists of the mountains, a great passage is emerging. That might be the actual mountain pass -- it's coming; but then it might be the passing from the wetter clime of the western ridges of the Cascades -- mist to light; to the drier sun casting of the eastern slopes, now that Dawn is coming. Then again, it might be that this ascent, this way that I am going, I'm getting to something new -- there will be...
THE RED DOOR
SIGNALING THE POINT OF ENTRY In Sweden, there is a distinct red that is used in farmhouse buildings. It took a taxi driver, coming in from the country, driving me to Stockholm, to figure it out. What is that red? In fact, most of the farms use the same color, a nearly mythological mineral red, legendarily being derived from the copper mine at Falun, in Dalarna, Sweden. This color is six hundred years old -- originally designed as a palette that would match the reddish hue of bricks. It fell...
THE MEASUREMENT OF FLOW
HOW FLOW WORKS Earlier, I corresponded with Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, the scholar and author of "Flow." His studies of the concept of flow and the optimal experience are legendarily groundbreaking. I found the idea of the perfected state, the flow state, to be mesmerizing. Surely, each of us in our own way has known this place. Defined: "people are most happy when they are in a state of flow— a state of concentration or complete absorption with the activity at hand and the situation. It is a...