THE KNOWING POINT
WHAT IS THE POINT OF KNOWING? As I'm walking, I come to the known point. And like the Zen adage -- "right now, in everything that informs me, I know only what I know -- I know nothing more." What that intones is that the grasp of human experience is bound only by the knowledge of what is contained in the instant. In this stand, this stance -- this standing moment -- the in-forming of the instant -- is based only on what is held in that momentum of presence. Standing here, I am at the knowing...
ENTRANCEMENT
THE ENTRANCE TO TRANCE BEING IN BALI, I'd heard about ceremonies of trance -- the dream state of otherworldly reckoning. Being in Bali is a trance -- and surely, it is an entrance to another world. Would that be entrancement? BEING IN A DARK TUNNEL, I was trying to find the way out. Finding the doorway, it said "ENTRANCE" but it was the way out; and I pondered that allegory -- the way in, the way out. AND BEING QUESTIONING, and the trance of entrancement -- entry? Could that be right -- these...
APPROACHING THE CITADEL
IT'S TRUE. As I'm making my way, I am making my way. It's being made, not formed in the abstraction of luck, the luckless and the fated gate of timely portals. Instead -- the path that you take is the path that you make, in the founding find of yourself. When I contemplate movement -- and the emotionality of that stride -- there is fear in approaching the edge of the castle of unknowing. What lies ahead, and what lies beyond that? It is your path that has brought you here -- and in all...
RELENTLESSNESS
I WILL STRIDE, WITHOUT RELENT, UNSTOPPING IN THE TIDE OF TIME -- AND CEASE NOT, THE TURNING SEAS, SIEZE: TILL THE SEASON -- NO MORE. As I contemplate the relentless, it's so -- that the movement of anything, everything, continues, far beyond our own impressions of abatement. While the sense of stopping might be seen in our own experience of death, even so -- all continues. I'm thinking about the rain -- and watching the rippling trillions of drops, passing by as my boat takes me into the...
WOULD YOU LOVE ME?
I'M WALKING, AND LOOKING AT SIGNS OF LOVE. Love signs, and signs of love. There are signs of love -- it's that heat, the blush, the rush of connection and relating -- that "relating" is this, the carrying of a story that becomes heat, passion and the flushing brush of the bird's wing of wild joy. That abandon, that's one of the signs of love. It's a reeling. Love reels, wheeling in the mind and memory of... Love -- reels in. You. Love signs in the sigh, of the shadow of a building (hidden, it...
HOLDING LIGHT
LOVING, THAT LIGHT In the emergence of Dawn, the day aroused, there might be a moment to grasp the light. Hold fast, that beginning. I see that as a metaphor -- how to grasp, and hold firm, gently, in hand and mind, the day. I awake in the dark, but I'm always looking for the light. Spying out, the long horizon, the ridged teeth of the Cascades, the shimmering trees -- the plains casting the dust of morninglight, or the vaulting sky, scraped by buildings -- the stretching perspective of the...